Felt so lost, should be feeling exhilarating, but two many bad news in one day. First was found out that i was being called a bastard, pretty pissed initailly. Especially when he get the gender mix up! What the hell! In the end, juz cool down when i imagine myself in his shoe. Kind of figure out why he got that grade and sympathize him.-->Punctuality! Anyway, i am innocent! Juz wana put this matter behind us! Forget and forgive! But will we ever?

Had a great day, found out that i make it! Then realise others didn't, and realise some who should share the joy with me in the first place, but wasn't even given the chance! Kind of dampen my whole spirit! Double damn!

Had brunch with my 3 best pal at our fav restaurant, or should u say joanna fav resturant, Swensen. It was fun, gossiping about everyone on Earth, even our future boyfriend was nor spared>whoever those poor guys are! I think it will be another few months b4 we will b able to meet again! So long guys!

Then POC committee came ove to my hse to do door gift, i am so sick of it! repeatedly doing the same things again and again for 7hours straight! Later, had a mini steamboat maggi mee dinner, and our desert is MAHJONG! It was fun, take my mind off matters for a while!

Horospcope says that i should get a clear vision of myself after today, i shall declare it untrue! Not only am i now more lost, i am also more confused! No longer knowing what is things that i deserve, what is not? I miss everyone!
especially dorothy, van and fatmah. Have not seen them in ages! People just move on i guess>>>>>

While i was listerning to the song "Graduation", by Vitamin C. A lot of memories about OTC just came rushing , and i decied to pen down what i felt at this specific moment and thoughts. I am not a person who tell people what i feel face to face, makes me uncomfortable, maybe its just my past. So

After:

6 Course Days
1 Camp briefing
1 National Competition
1 AGI Rehaershal
1 AGI
1 Badger Com (i didn't attend)
3 Days Two Night camp

Its coming to an end soon.....
Initially i didn't want to attend OTC at all, and almost withdraw from this course, coz at that point of time i decided to quit. However due to some compliaction, i have no choice but to go.

First day of oc course day sux big time, coz i hate the feeling of being put together with a bunch of strangers, it wasn't, hmmm how should i say? Comfortable? Anyway, slowly through the course days, the other projects i get to know some of them better. But i still maintain some distance, i just don't really make friends easily k. Thats just me.

Then came the time for camp, it was awesome, the time at the blue whale? is that what it was called? The expediture, the triage, the laughters, ups and downs durig the camp was shared among all of us. Though we are not as closed, at least we have a common memories! So tango rulz!

So everyone, including MDM GINA you guys rulz!!!! Nobody is a failure! Even if some of us did not make it to be an officer, at least we last out til the END!!!!
i love Mdm cheekiness, Sir lame jokes, Zoe stress look, Jenny and Samo cheers and songs, Wei xuan coolness and brain, Sk ultimate jokes, wen xuan gentlemanly, YL cheekiness and his fondness for Shannel, Nora determination, Jia Hong the nice guy, Andy the carpenter, Shannel the teacher, Pongsy coolness and YAnni shirt rox!!!! So no matter where we go infuture, just rem we are always from tango. Do keep in contact!!!! MISSya!